No more Monthly Blabs. April 18, 2010

After posting on a 2nd (April 2, I think? IDFC), I thought it was time to stop. I wanna post more about life now. Maybe I want some more attention (because I’m not getting enough IRL, at least not anymore) but I’m not really sure. Even I don’t know myself that well. Life has been a bitch lately. My current favorite songs are even sad. But still excellent songs. I have good taste unlike some people, COUGH* Andrew *COUGH…

Ne-Yo – Never Knew I Needed
McFly – Too Close For Comfort

It’s summer at my place. No school, boring hot days spent at home… I might go swimming (and finally get away from this shitty place) but not today or for the next few weeks. Just a bit more of waiting and then my cousins and I are gonna go swimming. Then my aunt and I are going to this very, very, VERY FAR AWAY PLACE (jeez I am so excited) and stay there for a couple of days. The place is beautiful and over a million miles away from here. And we’re gonna enjoy ourselves there. (Hopefully) These will all take place in May.

So like I said, life has been a bitch lately. My idoL King went back to his house which is far away from this city… He’s not gonna be back until the 27th. Other than that, my Boss & I are upset at each other. And my parents have been assholes, too. Especially my dad, who won’t let me have a good time. I’ve just been really bummed lately. I’ve been wasting my summer here at home. Eating, sleeping and being a fat cat. I’m so depressed. I wanna go out but these naggy bitches at home won’t let me. And when they’re at work, I’m too lazy to go out. And THEY WON’T GIVE ME MONEY WHICH ONLY MAKES IT WORSE.

Dream

Anyways, this morning before I woke up, I had an odd dream. It was the first week of school & apparently, I got into the star section (the suck-up, brainy, no-life and all books kids’ class). Our teachers were this kinda gay (not sure if he is but he acts like one) Math teacher. And another Math teacher. Sir O, (who I’ve mentioned in my past posts) who is arrogant and I love playing pranks on. So they’re teaching and teaching… I was late on the first day & if you’re late, they close the gate on you and you’re forced to go home. I knew I was late so I decided to stay home.

On the second day, there was a seat in the front row reserved for me. I sat there and they told me I had to bring all the books. A lot of books and as if that wasn’t bad enough, we had to bring them everyday. On the next day, I moved to the seat at the front right-corner, next to the window which had a good view of the auditorium. When Sir O entered, he looked to the board and was surprised to find something written on it. “Happy Birthday, Aquiee! I love you.” if you guys don’t know who Aquiee is, he’s some guy I used to have a crush on. He’s…not straight. Lmfao. It was weird. When I looked out the window, he was there practicing some dance for the senior prom.

The worst part about the dream was… we had assignments everyday and I didn’t know anything. I just texted in class and took naps in between discussions. I even remembered texting Aquiee a “Happy Birthday” when I read that someone wrote happy birthday for him on the board. But when I thought about it, I didn’t send the text because it was February 8 in the dream… Andrew’s birthday. :/ VERY WEIRD, IKR.

I used some crappy online dream dictionary to try and interpret my dream. After putting in some keywords and gathering info, I got this: (Classroom) you may be learning an important life lesson. Alternatively, it symbolizes personal growth. You are learning something about yourself. (Birthday-meaning is close enough) To dream about your birthday, denotes acceptance of yourself. You are celebrating who you are and coming to terms with who you are as a person. (Text Message) To dream that you are sending text messages, represents your connection to others and your network of friendships. The dream may also elude to romance.

So what do you think?