This is Zipo’s idea (spiced up with mine) coming to life. Welcome.

I’m going to make a post every month and I’ll just leave it around until the next month when I have to make a new post. I’ll just be leaving short stories about my days in the comments and you can do that too, if you want. (My short stories are probably your definition of long.) Perhaps discussions will follow soon after. So what’s up?

I regret quitting because now I can’t remember all the great things that have happened. So now I’m back and I’ll be blogging again.

Typed this in notepad ages ago:

Monday (Oct.12) The dance troop members are in the morning session so they have their practice in the afternoon. I can’t attend practice because I have classes but during recess, I eat really fast and go over to the bleachers to watch them. That day, Aquiee was there and we were just looking at each other. I looked every now and then but whenever I look and he’s looking back, I feel nervous, laugh, blush and just look away. I’m too shy for my own good. xD When recess ended, I just got bored and missed him so much.

Wednesday (Oct.14) They had practice today, woohoo! We were having a quiz in Health and we were checking the quiz when Aquiee, Jessy (dance troop leader) and this other member passed by our room. My friend screamed, “Hanna, look!” and when I saw them I suddenly stood up and blushed. xD Then we had 2 more classes and finally had recess. After eating, I went to the bleachers and checked if my friends were there. I didn’t see them but I heard my friend talking really loud. I went to the library and checked if they were there but they weren’t so I went back. I finally saw them. They were at the back, practicing. Aquiee was sitting at the bleachers and I was by the hallway. My friend approached me and I showed her a drawing I made during class. Aquiee went down and sat at the bottom part of the bleachers. I sat there too but far from him. Then he called his friend and they practiced. He was dancing right in front of me. GOD HE IS SO HOT. 8D

While everyone else was practicing, Aquiee sat at the same part of the bleachers where I was. He was just sitting there and I wanted to move beside him and give him the drawing but I couldn’t. His friend called him to practice some more and they did. I told my friends to give him the drawing when I leave. I hope he likes it. My classmates thought it was really cute and my former History teacher even asked for it. I wish I could show you guys the drawing. I think you’d like as well.

Thursday (Oct.15) My friend gave him the drawing and he said it’s great and he’d have it framed.

I didn’t log anything that happened during Oct. 19-23. FUCK. ;_____;

Saturday (Oct.24) They joined a dance competition. They did great!

Monday (Oct. 26) They had practice until 8:30pm so after classes, I went straight to where my friends (who are members of the dance troop) and stayed there with them for a while. I was by the entrance and then some of the dancers, including Aquiee (and the cute leader :3) started dancing. The best part was, they were facing me. While walking home, I asked my friend if they faced the entrance whenever they practiced and she said no. I really feel like he was dancing for meee. HAHA it made my day!

Tuesday (Oct.27) They had practice again. After recess, I went to the bleachers to watch. He was teaching some members the steps. He’s such an excellent dancer.

Wednesday (Oct. 28) They had practice until 8:30 (again). I went straight to the bleachers after school and just hung around there watching them. Before Aquiee and the other dancers were called to practice, he sat at the bleachers right next to me. HE IS SO HOT. I’m literally going crazy in my mind as I type this. ^_^

When it was time to go home, they changed. He was wearing this really cool shirt. I loved it.

Update: Nov. 13

Holy fuck… I haven’t recorded ANYTHING that happened after that. Well that just sucks. I can’t remember much. D:

I just know that everything has been great. My English teacher got me into this Oratorical competition (which I blogged about ages ago too) and we’ve been practicing a lot. We’ve been getting excused from our classes so we could practice the piece. The other 4 finalists are very, very nice. I was the only female finalist. The senior is hoottt. His name is Kelvin and he’s a great guy.

Practice is really, really fun. Our trainer, Kim [guy], is so nice. He’s a champion at his university and he was a champion back in high school too. He’s practically undefeated. He used to study at our school but he graduated like 2 years ago and he came back to teach us. We had so much fun during our last practice that I really miss the guys. Sigh. The program was finally done last Wednesday. It was fun. People said I have a great voice and that I looked cute in my costume. I was wearing a prince costume (The piece was Hamlet’s Soliloquy and he’s a prince).

Oh and yesterday, we had a huge dance party at school. It was good but it wasn’t as massive as last year’s party. Last year, so many students came that the entire quadrangle was crowded. This year, I think only half the campus was occupied. We partied from 5pm ’til 11pm. I came home by past midnight and slept 5 hours later.

Update 2:

Ah shit! I forgot to tell you guys the most hilarious thing I’ve EVER done to a teacher so far. If you read my posts then you’ll know about the arrogant math teacher at school (Sir O) that I strongly dislike. Well, sometimes we practice at school in the morning and I always go home late because I watch the Dance Troop after school. Point is, I’m at school for almost all the time.

The school has this clock thing with a slot and the teachers have cards that they put into the clock and the thing records what time they check in and out of school (or whatever they call it). Anyway, I took his card the night before and put it behind some other teacher’s card. The next day, we had a practice at school (It was just me, the hot senior and our trainer). While we were practicing, I saw Sir O arrive and go towards the slot thing and then he looks for his card and has this hilarious confused look on his face. He looks around for his card, checking each and every one and he stares at the wall where the cards were put. He looks and he looks until he gets tired of looking and goes to the guard to ask but the guard doesn’t know so Sir O goes back and he checks again and he just keeps looking.

The best part was when he touched each and every card to check if his card was with another teacher’s card. I’ve done this to him a couple of times and his reaction is so fucking priceless that I couldn’t bear to watch anymore because I was laughing maniacally in my mind and if I burst out laughing then I’d look like an idiot and chances are, he might know that it was me pulling the prank on him. The story is so funny and it is like, one of the best experiences of my life that I just couldn’t help but tell a couple of people about it… namely; one of my favorite teachers, our trainer Kim, the hot senior and some other friends. Oh and you!

That’s what happened recently and I guess I’ll cut it short from here. I hope you enjoyed reading all that. Ciao.

1st Day (Thursday Oct. 8, 2009)

Today we had our Intramural at school! It’s the first of our three day intramural. Even though I had to wake up at 4am just to get ready for a dance at 6 in the morning, which was delayed for 2 hours because of rain, overall I can say it was a fun day. I arrived at school and went to our classroom where my classmates have all gathered. While we were waiting for the rain to stop, Sir O (Our former Values teacher, now a Math teacher) approached us and asked which of us are good in playing chess. He needed female players because his players didn’t come. None of us volunteered. I almost never play chess. After that we went downstairs to get ready for our field demo. We were watching other groups perform their dances, cheering and even singing and dancing along with them. When it was our time to shine, we quickly went to our respective spots and danced to the music booming from the speakers at the stage. I made mistakes here and there (Hey, I’m not the only one!) but who said I was an excellent dancer, amirite?

With nothing else to do for the rest of the day, we just roamed around the school grounds, going to each booth or just standing with a group of friends in a cluster of students busy playing games, taking pictures and having chats with each other. As I was walking around, I spotted Sir O guarding these two guys having a round of chess. I wanted to see who would win so I stayed there for a while, watching them think for minutes that seemed like hours and make moves that I, as one with almost no experience in the game, find difficult to counter. xD While staring at the chess board, waiting for another move, Sir O asks if I know how to play chess. An old classmate was there watching with me and just blurted out an answer before I could. “She doesn’t even play chess!” he said. I just felt so stupid, sitting there, unable to say “I hardly play chess but I know how to move the pieces…” to Sir O, who was eagerly waiting for an answer. After a while, he asked me again if I wanted to play chess. Thinking it was just for fun, I said yes. Then he told us to get ready because we were moving to the library for a tournament. He told this one girl and I that if we were to win at least once, he would treat us for a bite to eat. I honestly didn’t care but I had two thoughts about that: Either he’s a really nice guy or he just expects us to lose against such experienced chess players. I was going to show my appreciation and politely decline the offer anyway.

So when we got there, I battled against 4 girls. My score? 2 losses, 1 draw and 1 win. That single win was against the best female chess player in the tournament, who would have continued to the Championships if I didn’t beat her. I knew she was the best and I couldn’t believe I won. You know what one of the Math teachers said? He said that if I didn’t win, she would’ve continued to the Championships and that she was being overconfident. He said that I was just lucky. And you know what else? He called me worthless. Well, screw you whatever the fuck your name is. I don’t need arrogant bastards like you. Not to be rude, but you deserve to be disrespected, the way I’m doing it right now. I can accept that maybe I was just really lucky to have won, especially in a round against the best, even when I was actually thinking about my moves and aiming to win in a chess competition for the first time. I was challenged and in my mind, I wanted to prove to Sir O that at the end of the tournament, I won’t have to walk up to him with a sad look on my face that says, “Hey, you don’t need to keep that promise since I didn’t win at all.” I do believe that she should have beaten me and maybe she was overconfident, seeing as I was inexperienced, just some random student who was chosen on the spot and practically an amateur compared to the rest of the players in the room, including her. But what you did wrong was call me worthless. Just because I’m new to your little world and that I rarely play that game doesn’t mean I’m worthless. People who judge like you are worthless. Your opinions don’t matter so step aside, you’re not the star. Stop ruining my moment. It was a lucky shot, a magnificent triumph and maybe I deserved something as fantastic as that if in exchange, I had to listen to your bullshit criticism. Thank you very much and have a nice day, asshole.

2nd Day (Friday Oct. 9, 2009)

I wanted to go to school early today but I woke up late. Our P.E. teacher was leading this aerobics thing on stage. Everyone screamed when he was moving his a$$ around and dancing. Girls were cheering and it was

hilarious. After that, I went to the court and watched the teachers play volleyball. I was cheering so loudly. It was so much fun until I got really tired. Then my friends and I went to the bleachers and hung out there the

rest of the day. The dance troop was practicing for their new dance. They’re really good. There was this one guy I enjoyed watching. His moves were so graceful. He’s cute too. Whenever I got bored I would just walk

around the campus.

Later that day, the group performed their dance. I was impressed. Like I said, they’re really good. The pageant followed soon after but I didn’t really enjoy it. I liked the dance more than the pageant. When they got to

the part where they were going to ask the contestants some questions, I finally stood up and walked off to my friends (2 of them are members of the dance troop). They were sitting by the gutters and I sat behind

them. That hot dancer is so hot. xD His (nick)name is Aquiee. I forgot when I asked my friend what his name was but I think it was when we were at the bleachers. When it was time to go home, girls went backstage

and so did the dance troop. I went with them. My friend introduced me to Aquiee. They all left to meet and greet the pageant winners then my friends and I went home.

3rd Day (Saturday Oct. 10, 2009)

Went to school early. It turns out that the Intrams were going to end early today because today was the awarding day or something. It was really hot and all of the students (including me) were sitting under the hot

sun. The ground was cold but all we could feel was the intense heat. One of my friends got an award so congratulations to her! After the awards, I went home with my friends but we went back to school because the

dance troop was going to have their practice and I really wanted to see that dancer.

We got there and my friend listed me as a new member for the dance troop. Aquiee was joking around. He’s so funny. ^_^ They started doing some warm-ups at the grounds and I had to come by force. I didn’t really

want to join, I just wanted to come so I could watch. Then my friend said that if I don’t dance, they’ll send me home. So I danced even if I didn’t know how to. xD My friend taught me the first few steps but I didn’t want

to so I just made her teach them to me over and over. I got so tired. Aquiee asked if I was okay. Then these two other members taught me the first few moves but after a few minutes we had a break. (finally)

During the break my friends and I played at the stage and then we had practice again and had another break. They played volleyball and my friends and I roamed around the school buildings. I ran ahead of them and

hid but they caught me eventually. After that I went to the court and spent the rest of the day there, away from them and from the horrifying feeling of dancing in front of pros. While I was playing at the court I heard

my friend screaming my name so I went there and they told me it was time to go home. While walking off, they said they were going to ask about a competition and we went with them. They’re really fun people. The

leader asked me questions about myself. When we got to 7-Eleven, Aquiee and these other guys stopped and we walked off. Apparently, they were just accompanying us but they actually lived at another place far from

where we were heading. We all parted except my friends and I who followed me home so we could chat and play. My cousins came. Double the fun, I guess.

It was a great day overall.

I’d just like to say belated happy birthday to my mum who celebrated her birthday last September 29. I love you and I wish you nothing but the best. I was unable to post about it because we were celebrating it and I totally forgot to let everyone in the internet know. And … well I’m just lazy but I’d rather not blame myself for this and point the finger at everything/everyone else…

So goodbye September, hello October! It just turned October 1 at my place and I thought that maybe now would be a good time to make a new post a little shorter than the previous one. Let’s welcome this funtastic month with open arms.

October is awesome just like my mum! Packed with sweetness, full of fun! Spreading joy to everyone!

I can’t imagine what it would be like not to have a mom. Or to have a cruel mom. My mom is awesome and I love her so much. I think she’s perfect. I wouldn’t trade her even for all the riches in the world and I would do anything for her. Our bond is so strong that nothing can cut through it, not even a diamond. I feel bad for the kids out there who have to put up with uncaring mothers. But if you truly knew me, you’d probably already be thinking, “Hah! We both know your inner-self is laughing maniacally because your mom pwns theirs!”

Update:
Sorry for the delays but I couldn’t post because WordPress wouldn’t let me. WordPress is probably scared of #iamthewalrus so they had to make me remove a link to the Walrus Wiki from my blogroll before they could let me post again. Anyways, I’m back with this HUGE post. It’s actually a summary of most of my days since I left the interwebz. kthx, enjoy.

As you may or may not have noticed, I’ve been gone for a very long time. Now I’m back along with a log of some of the things I did while I was gone from the intarwebz.

August 17 & 18
We had exams. I didn’t review the things I never studied and learned, as usual. I just relied on good luck.

August 19
We were supposed to check our test papers for the entire day but my cousin, Xheng, invited us to skip school. Daniel, Nica and I came along with Xheng’s gf and other friends (who are from the morning session). It was a hell lot of fun.

August 20
Worried about making my own excuse slip, I wasted 5-6 index cards trying to make my handwriting a little less like my own. When I got to school, I wasn’t listed on the board with the students who didn’t have an excuse slip as well. It turns out, I was the only student absent yesterday. None of the teachers caught me and my classmates just asked me where I went and what I did. I lied at first and then I just decided to tell them anyway. School was fun.

August 21 & 22
Slept at my cousins’ place. We played badminton outside, roamed the streets and played at the internet cafe whenever we got bored. When it got really late, we sneaked out and just sat outside talking and watching the other kids at the other side of the street. Later on, they all left and we went inside. It was past midnight. We shared ghost stories in a really dark room when my other cousin, Michael, arrived home after playing computer games with his friends. We talked about random things, Michael read a chapter from his new book, we told stories and tried to stay up for as long as we could. It was so much fun. I fell asleep when I was pretending to be asleep. xD

August 23
My cousins were getting ready to go swimming since the day before. They invited me the night before. When I woke up, we went to my place and I got my things then went back to their place. We got a ride to this resort but we got impatient waiting for it to open so we left. But before we left, this group of friends came and one of them was a gay dude. The rest were gangsters. The gay dude was hot compared to those ugly second hand niggers.

So when we got to this other resort, we shared this huge pool with this other family. There were very few of us there. A huge group of friends suddenly arrive. They were going to share the pool with us. Some of them were gay and some weren’t. There was this one dude that was hot. He had piercings which we discovered after Xheng pointed it out to me. We were confused about his gender for a while. He seemed gay but after a while, we realized he was only goofing around. I also discovered that Nica likes him too. She looks at him a lot (I’ve noticed) and he looks around the pool and looks at Nica and I every now and then.

We had so much fun there. The food my aunt (Xheng’s mom) prepared for us was great too. We tossed a coin around and dived in the waters trying to get it. They say I’m a great diver and I’m really good with swimming at deep parts of the pool and all that. They say I can swim really good but I just seem afraid and I keep denying it. We just swam for hours. Now our skin is really dark and I really hate it but I’m sure I’ll be white again after a week or so. When we left, he was looking at us and we were looking at him. He tried to get our attention earlier. Nica never got to ask for his number but luckily, there was this gay dude who goes to our school and I told her to ask for his number from the gay dude.

August 24, 2009
Today I had the most unusual (and probably the most spectacular) dream I’ve ever had. In the dream, I was sitting with a guy. In this dream, we were best friends. Not lovers, but you can say we were at heart. Our faces were never revealed in the dream but I know what was happening. I kissed him and everything fell silent. I kissed him again and then we kissed together. Over and over, the feeling overwhelmed and when I couldn’t handle such an amazing feeling anymore, I stood up and walked away. I walked home and went online. One of my friends, (I think it was Kasey) was online and I told him about the guy. He then asked me what he looked like. I knew what he looked like though I’ve never really seen him. I could have described him to Kasey but I was afraid that he would figure out who the guy was. So instead of being specific, I said:

Kasey: what does he look like?
Hanna: him = awesome

And then I realized that I should have used a different word so I said…

Hanna: awesome = hot

Lmfao.

I came back later hoping he would be there and he was. He was just sitting there like before and I sat beside him. I kissed him again and again. Everytime we kissed, the emotions kept getting stronger and stronger, banging on my chest, like it was trying to break free. Like before, I couldn’t handle it so I stood up once again and walked home. I realized that he wasn’t going to be around forever so I came back again but this time, he wasn’t around. The setting changed again and I was in a classroom. We were going to have a test. My cousin, Xheng, was there. And so was an old classmate, Keana. There were other students but I didn’t bother to check who they were. I just sat there, wondering where he would have went. Suddenly, the settings changed once again. The classroom and the people in it disappeared. There he was again, sitting on the same spot. I sat in front of him, facing him. We kissed repeatedly like before. The feeling was magical. I stopped dreaming for a while and woke up.

Note: This dream reminds me of an old dream of mine. In the dream, everything was white. It was like oblivion but there was a white bench in the center. I sat there, waiting for the man I would marry.

August 28, 2009

Another 3 day week end. Today was really awesome.

Friday morning
Nica went to my place so we could go to school together. I got ready while she waited. She actually came over so she could eat at our house since there wasn’t any food at theirs. After eating, we went upstairs and I brushed my teeth. She watched a movie that was on HBO (Addams Family Values). It was getting late so I told her we had to go. She kept saying “Wait, I’m watching” and I keep telling her we’ll be late but she keeps being a fucking pest and continued watching. I got annoyed and bugged her to leave. We got a ride and on the way, she asked me to pay for our fare so being the can’t-say-no type of girl that I am, I just said “Sure”. When we got there, she dragged me to this goddamn store to buy a headband. I saw my old guy best friend, Kim, walking home from school. He’s in the morning session which I just found out. He moved away a long time ago and now he’s back but we’re just ignoring each other now, thanks to me. Anyways, she always buys accessories which I think is annoying, a waste of time, effort and money. After that, I kept fucking telling her we were gonna be fucking late so I just stood there and tried my best to keep myself calm before I let all hell loose and stomp my way to school without her. While we were walking even further towards school, she dragged me to another fucking store to buy her precious pink pearl ear rings which is also as annoying and as much of a waste of time, effort and money as her fucking headband. When we got to school, she got all pissed and sad because we were late. And being the “nice” and loving cousin of her’s that I am, I tried my best not to fucking blame her for it even though I think it is entirely her fault. She has been a fucking bitchy little parasite for far too long. If she wasn’t my cousin, I would fucking avoid seeing her and cut all possible connections. FUCK. But whatever. I still love her because she’s family.

Friday Afternoon
So many students were late. If you stood from afar and viewed the amount of students standing at the gate, begging the guards to let them in, you would first think that it’s a concert. Hah. I didn’t want to just go home because of her idiocy so I told her that I wanted to stay there just in case the guards let the students in anyway. We waited and waited for so long. We sat there at the sidewalk across the school gates watching students give up and go home. We got less and less. There were about more or less 50 students left so this ugly lady guard scares some of them away by holding a cellphone up and pretending she’s taking a video and that she’s going to show it to the principal. They pussied out and left so about 20-30 students were left. Some students kicked and tried to climb the gates. The guards rushed to stop them and they ran off. Some students tried to sneak in through the court. I’m not sure if they got in but I heard the guards locked the gate there after that. You could see the window of Xheng’s classroom. Xheng left before us and wasn’t late. After seeing Nica and I from their classroom window, she tried to tell us something but we couldn’t hear her. We were shouting from outside. “I can’t hear you!”, “What?!”, “Haha, what are you saying!?”, etc. She wrote something on a piece of paper and tried throwing it at us but it just landed inside the school. After about an hour, Nica told me that she was going to leave for a few minutes with her classmate. So when she left, Xheng and I still tried sending each other messages through markers and papers. I couldn’t see her messages because the sun kept shining on the paper. I took some paper and a marker out. She used a marker and wrote “Go home” and I replied, “I don’t want to”. After that, she signalled me to wait and when she came back, she threw a notebook out the window. Luckily, it landed outside and I ran to take it. I looked at the cover. It was some other sudent’s notebook. A student from the morning session. Inside, there was a note that flew out. It said, “Show this notebook to the guards and tell them you’re going to the library”. I walked in without looking back, knowing I finally had an opportunity in front of me and there is no way I am giving it up. I walked straight inside and the lady guard saw me but ignored me. I walked upstairs and into our second class. Everyone was surprised but I just told them that I just walked straight into the school and the guards didn’t suspect anything. Our first class was vacant so the sophomore chairman just made my classmates go downstairs and punished them by making them bask under the hot sun. I’m one hell of a lucky girl. I just skipped a punishment and got in school anyway. Lesson for today: Being late is not always a bad thing. x]

Friday Night~
Nica probably went home after I went to school without her. It was raining and I walked home. Before I went to school, I borrowed Nica’s umbrella so that I could shield myself from the hot sun while we sat at the sidewalk, shaded by trees. When she left, I had the umbrella so I went to school with it. It just so happened to rain and I had the umbrella. Lucky, right? I walked home and Lars was there but I stopped giving a shit about him. Anyway, while walking home, Xheng and I saw each other so we walked home together. I stayed at my cousins’ place and then went home with Xheng and Nica so I could change clothes and go back to sleep there. When we got there, we spent the night eating at the eatery across the street, telling stories, roaming the streets, etc. Nica fell asleep when it was 2 or 3 am. My other cousin and I fell asleep when it was 4-5 am.

Sept. 3, 2009

Morning
All I remember about this day is when I woke up from a dream… In the dream, I was with the same guy on my last dream (August 24). There was no setting. It wasn’t blank but it was more like I just knew where we were. We were at a room at my cousins’ place and the guy was there. I couldn’t see his face, still. I couldn’t see him at all. In the dream, I think I just knew what was happening. I don’t think I could see anything. Anyway, all he was doing was kissing me on the neck. Each passionate kiss would burn (not literally) but instead of pain, I would feel pleasure.

Night
I slept at my cousins’ place again. I went outside to see my cousin, Nica, who was trying to borrow my old guy bff (Kim)’s bike but he wasn’t around. His brother, Kenneth, was there though, but he said the bike was already locked in and he didn’t have the keys. So Nica’s attempt failed and we were just outside. Later on, Kim was around. (Btw, we’re not friends anymore. ..) He wouldn’t let Nica borrow the bike either, lol. Nica and I were just outside. When we heard my other cousin, Xheng (screen name), coming out, Nica ran towards a car across the street and hid behind it. She told me to follow her so I did. We ran around from car to car until we reached the middle of the very long street. We were laughing while Xheng was walking around looking for us. Xheng was looking for us in the internet cafe, inside the house, at the basketball court and at the bakery. Just walking around, looking, going in and out of the house to check. Xheng went in and was gone for a while. We just hid behind a car and then Nica went inside and I followed her. I hid behind the car in the driveway while Nica sneaked towards the door. When we got there, it opened and then she just fucking screamed at the top of her lungs. It was hilarious. We ran outside and up the very long, slanted street. It was exhausting since we were running up. It felt like running away from a bear in a fucking mountain except we were at a street running for the hell of it at midnight. Lmfao. It was awesome. We were just running and stopping to get some air for a sec. Xheng was chasing us and doing the same.

We ran and ran as fast as we could so Xheng wouldn’t catch up. When we got tired, we walked toward Xheng and we all sat down to gasp for air, relax and talk. Xheng told us about her side of the story. She was looking for us and couldn’t find us so she went in to check if we were at my aunt’s room. We weren’t but our aunt was there. She asked her where we were and my aunt told her to peek through the window and look at us behind the car. They were laughing as we were looking for her, waiting and running from car to car. After that, my aunt and Xheng walked downstairs and decided to get sweet, sweet revenge. They walked to the door at the same time Nica ran into the house and I followed (coincidentally) and then they both reached the door at the same time. My aunt was behind Xheng as she opened the door but Nica was there too so she was startled and shrieked and ran outside. Nica thought she was gonna crack. Again, it was hilarious. xD

After that, we walked down the street and sat just outside the house, near the gate. We just talked and did stuff. Kids were drawing on the road in front of the house earlier so my cousins got some water and washed it all off. We got bored after a while. We got around to getting Xheng chase us again as Nica and I ran up the street and around the next street. We ran so much that I felt a bit tired and remembered that stupid “1 kilometer run” bullshit we had to do for PE. I told my cousin to run towards a car at the other street so we could hide there. I sat at the bumper of a jeep and Nica kept telling me to hide somewhere else or Xheng will see me. I keep telling Nica that she won’t see us because there are more cars behind the jeep but she wouldn’t listen. She stood a bit farther from the cars and I kept telling her to stay close or Xheng will see us but she wouldn’t listen. She got caught anyway. She wanted to run away but I told her that I’m tired and I didn’t wanna run anymore. When Xheng caught up, I told them to get some water with me and we did.

We went inside and played cards with my aunt, her friend and Nica’s brother, Daniel, for a while. I kept looking out the window to look at Kim and Kenneth (eating at the eatery across the street next to their house) with this gay dude who is like their maid or something (It’s so hard to find decent maids these days). The gay dude’s name is Danica by the way but his real name is Daniel or Danny or something. (Nica’s real name is Danica and her brother is Daniel. Their father is Danny.) Sometimes I joke about how I bet one day he’ll change his name to Susan, Nica’s mother’s name. xD I kept looking every now and then while joking about how my head will explode if I accidentally jump have my head come in contact with the ceiling fan. Kim noticed I was looking so he walked to the window and stood there but then I felt shy and ignored him. I think it’s like an unvoluntary action I do whenever I feel shy. xD

It was raining a bit (except when we were outside, running and all that). When my aunt finally went upstairs with Daniel and went to bed, we sneaked outside. Xheng and I were hungry so we all went to the eatery across the street. The gay dude, Kim and Kenneth weren’t there anymore. We just ate noodles and then went inside. It was 1am and raining. A cold morning, the perfect time to sleep, I suppose. I just fell asleep, imagining and all that.

Sept. 19, 2009
The past few weeks have been so much fun. There was this day (I don’t remember when exactly) when I ate so much mentos that I started getting so fucking hyper. I’m usually really hyper at night before I crash to bed though. Anyway, after recess we have English class so I was so hyper at the time. We were studying about the tone of voice and how it can be used to enhance the conversation, etc. Our teacher asked us to think of emotions and then he would write it on the board.

Sir Y. : Can you think of some emotions?
*Students raise their hands*
Some of the ones that were given/written on the board: Hatred/Hate, Sadness/Sad, Anger/Angry, Happiness/Happy, Excited/Excited, Nervousness/Nervous, etc.

Sir Y: Alright, now what part of speech is hatred?
Students: verb…adjective…adverb
Me: Noun. Noun. Noun. Noun. Noun…
Students: NOUN!
*Sir Y writes it on the board*

Sir Y: How about sadness?
Students: verb…adjective…adverb
Me: Noun. Noun. Noun. Noun. Noun…
Students: NOUN!
*Sir Y writes it on the board*

Sir Y: And sad?
Students: verb! noun? noun! adverb!
Me: Noun. adjective… >_>
Students: ADJECTIVE!
*Sir Y writes it on the board*

And, well, you probably get the point. I have to fucking say it over and over again to give everybody else a clue. It was hilarious. My classmates started laughing because I was laughing so much on what I was doing. Anyways, after that Sir Y asked us to show how we can express those diff. emotions. I raised my hand and answered but he said, “Yes, that’s correct but can you show us?” so I stood up and tapped Ysabella (who sits in front of me) but she was ignoring me because she thought SHE was supposed to pretend to hate me. Then I said “YSABELLA!” so she finally looked at me and then I snapped my fingers up like those mean girls on tv do to look… well… mean. Everyone laughed. It was awesome. I wish I could show you guys. Me and Jelly Ann volunteered to express the rest of the emotions. Then Sir Y took out some paper and taped it on the board. On it was written “I did not kill anybody.” and then he asked someone to volunteer and say it with different emotions. No one wanted to volunteer and I was just waiting for Sir Y to pick me (heh.). Sir Y walks towards me, looks and says, “Hanna, you want to give it a try?” so I stood up and said, “YES SIR! “. I acted out the different emotions while saying “I did not kill anybody!”. It would be so much better if you guys could see it. I wish Nickelodeon would make some cameraman follow me around and make a documentary about my life. Then I wouldn’t have to type all this shit out for you guys to understand how fucking hilarious it was. You wouldn’t really get it that much unless you were there. :/ But it was fun though, I can tell you that.

So that little “shit-I’m-high-on-mentos-h-h-h-h-HYPER!!!” thing made our English class more fun than usual. And after that, Sir Y called me and our first honor, Cristalyn, and told us that there’s going to be some Oration for English and he wanted us to join. So we did because even if we said no he’d still enter us in the contest… yeah, that’s pretty much all I remember.

OKAY SO LIEK YESTERDAY (Sept. 18, 2009 Friday) OMG LOL WE HAD TO PRACTICE THAT ORATION THING.
Sir Y told us to be at school by 9am. He and Cristalyn kept reminding me (even though I already fucking knew, sheesh). On that very day, I got up early and got ready. I got out of the house 10-20 minutes before 9am and walked to this street where you can get a ride. On my way, there was this single car driving towards me in the street. I was just walking, minding my own business and looking at my brand-new-watch-OHYEAH! when the car suddenly slows down when it comes near me. It slows down and then stops and then the driver beeps (or whatever you call it). I thought he was going to park there and I was in his way so I walked away really fast. After 2 seconds I got this weird feeling that it was Sir Y because the car looked familiar. I look back and… it was him, driving away. :/ I was like, “SHIT. I COULD’VE ASKED FOR A RIDE. BAAAAAAW.”

When I got to school (-_-”) I walked around looking for Sir Y. I walked to the English Department and peek through their window and there was only 1 teacher there so I walked downstairs to the bleachers, to the English department again, passed by the canteen, walked back and up to the English Department again (xD) and then finally got the courage to ask the teacher where Sir Y was. She said Sir Y and the other teachers were at the canteen having breakfast. I go there, see a familiar face (English teacher) and walk into the canteen pretending as if I didn’t know they were there and just noticed them as I turn. BAAAYwatch. Lol I love doing that slomo shit. Anyways he was there as exprected and he said Cristalyn wasn’t around and I should wait for her so I went to the bleachers and waited for a while. It was hot there so I walked upstairs to the library where there’s air conditioning.

I got bored just sitting there so I got a book and started on my history homework. As I was writing the first sentence, the school guard walks in and looks for someone. (I knew it was me but I just wanted them to ask, haha) So I kept doing my homework and all that when the guard asks the only 4 students in the library our names. They asked me last and I said “Hanna Sambo” and the librarian asks, “Didn’t you get a library card?” and I said, “No.” The guard looks at the record and says “Well no wonder. You wrote ‘Oration Practice’ here”. And guess what happens next? Sir Y walks into the library just in time to save me from “The Mean Guard”. (Yeah, everyone thinks he’s mean. Very mean.) The librarian is nice so she said, “Ah, she just went here for a sec. She’s going to leave soon.” then Sir Y escorts me out. BOOYAH. We entered the English Department and he asks me to recite the piece he selected. He chose “To be or not to be” from Hamlet by William Shakespeare. Good choice, imo. I say a couple of lines and asks if I want to practice outside. I said yes and we went out and practiced just in front the English Department. I recite it and he compliments my pronunciation, diction, blahblahblah… says I say it too fast and I should talk a little slower for the audience to understand…etc. After a while he asks me if I want to try one last time. I say no and then we talked about it a bit and we both left. I went back to the library and he went back to the English Department.

I sit down and continue on the history homework. As I start on the second sentence, Cristalyn arrives. (p_p) She asks if the practice was over. I said, “Haha, we finished practice just now. If you want, we can go back there and practice again together.” She agrees and we both walk to the English Department. The former freshmen coordinator, Sir P (Hey, did I mention he’s sort of a bitch and is now an English teacher?) was there now and Sir Y was gone. I told Cristalyn that I remember seeing Sir Y leave and go to the other building as I was walking to the library. We waited there and she walks in on Sir P who talks to her for a while and then makes her make me come in. He says we should practice in the English Department and then he looks at me and makes me go first.

(He called me by my last name, none of these are accurate)

Sir P: Alright Hanna, you go first.
Me: Sir I just finished…
Sir P: Yeah, practice here. You go first.
Me: Sir I already did…
Sir P: Sir Y said that when you guys arrive, I should make you guys practice here.
Me: But sir I already practiced with Sir Y just now…
Sir P: Yeah, practice time, you go first.
Me: Uh… okay. *Practices*

After a while, I get near the end of the whole thing and Sir Y walks in and I was like “SIR!” with a sign of relief.

Sir P: Hey Sir Y. Hanna, there he is now. You can start over again.
Me: -_- *Does it again*

Then Sir P comments on my try. He says my diction, pronunciation, flow, something,.. uhm.. yeah he kinda said the same thing Sir Y did and he said I was talking fast too. He said I should just slow down a bit. Same comment as before. I was just reading the selection to be honest. I didn’t expect them to think it was good but when I heard Cristalyn do it, I stopped wondering why they thought I was doing good. I let her borrow my copy and she reads it. She just… well I wish you heard it lol. I don’t know if she reads. There was no emotion, she just talked on and on and stopped and started on the wrong places, couldn’t pronounce some words, got tongue-tied, etc. It was dreadful. :/ Not that I’m bragging or anything. I guess I just expected something better from someone who’s supposed to be the best in class. Others tell me she’s just a suck-up and that she’s boastful and plastic but I don’t judge people. I actually couldn’t tell, lmfao. Okay, getting too mean here.

Some teachers walk in. There were a lot more teachers that time. Mostly women. While Cristalyn was reading, these 2 teachers (both women) were joking around and giggling and I was looking at them and I was amused. One of them looks at me and I was looking at her and I smiled at her and she smiled at me. It was a magical moment, haha. Sir P gave us some seats and we sat at the other side of the room where he made us go. We kept on practicing. Actually, Sir Y focused more on Cristalyn that time. I was okay with it. Sir Y was explaining to both of us while helping her improve. While we were discussing it, this other teacher (woman) was watching us. I don’t know who else was watching us. I didn’t really want to look. I was focusing on just me, Cristalyn, Sir Y and Sir P. Since Sir P is going to be judging on the elimination and Sir Y is also playing an important part in the oration, I forgot what. Cristalyn has been pussying out since Sir Y asked us to join and she keeps asking me if I’m going to lose it on purpose so I won’t have to perform on stage. To be honest, I want to win in the eliminations but I don’t want to participate on stage in front of the entire student body.

Back to practice, the teachers were watching us and one of them suddenly says, “Sir Y, who is she? I like her hair.” Sir Y says, “Really? Which one?” and she points at me. Flattered, I smiled. Then she continues, “I like your hair. What do you call that hair style?” and I couldn’t answer because my hair style didn’t have a name. So I looked at Sir Y and said, “sir?” as if saying, “What did she say?” and Sir Y says, “She’s asking what you call that hair style.” and still not able to answer, I just said, “Sir, my mom cut my hair.” which was the truth. “Didn’t your mom give a name for that hair style?” she said. “No.” I said. (When I got home, I told my mom and she said, “Haha, you should’ve told her that we’re going to have it’s christening soon.”) We continued discussing. Before ending practice, Sir Y says, “Hanna, can you read it for us one last time? One for the road, two for the money, haha.” (Elvis Presley thing, I think. I told my mom about this and she sang a song.) So I read it and then the woman commented again and said, “Sir Y, you chose a good contestant this year. I have a feeling she’s going to win.” she was referring to me but I only heard the “you chose good contestants” part. Cristalyn told me the rest of her comment.

I’m feeling too confident. I haven’t even memorized it yet because Cristalyn borrowed my copy of the piece so she could have it photocopied and then lost it. Fuck her. I bet she meant to do that. She always does something stupid that makes me have to exert more fucking effort to counter-attack her sorry ass. Oh I forgot to tell you guys… I’m only Top 8th in class. Baw. I was late a lot, cut classes, skipped school, got too lazy and failed Language and Math (my country’s language, not english of course and I lost my math book/notebook), etc. I didn’t think I would drop that low. I know I’m lazy and everyone knows I’m lazy but my lowest used to be 4th place. 8th place is bullshit. Everyone tells me they think I’m smarter than Cristalyn though. They say she’s only first place because she’s a suck up, she doesn’t have absences, etc. but I don’t care. She can do what she wants to be on top and I’ll do what I want to be on top to. I don’t care what kind of evil tactics they use as long as they don’t bother me, I’m fine with it.

Sept. 22
We had another fun oration practice at the English Department. Everyone enjoyed my performance and gave me compliments. I couldn’t say the same for Cristalyn.

Sept. 23
The best part of today was our last class, Language class. We discussed about the new technology and how it affects our society, both positively and negatively. Afterwards, the teacher asked us to think of an invention that we wanted to build to help mankind. Everyone was wowed by my idea and they even clapped and cheered. It was great. My idea was to build floating platforms wide and strong enough to support buildings. We could transfer buildings there so that we could use the land for agriculture.

Sept. 24
Today, before English class ended, our teacher made us finish our tests quickly so we could perform Hamlet’s Soliloquy in front of the entire class. He said it would help build up our confidence. Everyone kept making me go first. I didn’t want to at first but I stood up and performed anyway. On the first try, I was interrupted. Sir Y said “It doesn’t matter where she stands. She’s in front, let her perform.” So on the second try, I laughed in the middle of it because everyone had smiles on their faces. On the third try, I took a deep breathe and actually performed. I finished with a bow, soon followed by applause, all of my classmates, clapping and cheering.

When it was Cristalyn’s turn, she started and then she started getting tongue-tied, confused, forgetting and skipping lines until she finally gave up and said, “Sir, I don’t want to do this.” and so she sat down and everyone was still cheering for me. Cristalyn is supposed to be the best student in class since she’s first honor. I have high expectations for her and to be honest, I was really disappointed. I thought she was going to pick herself up like I did but she just gave up. I know that I can be arrogant most of the time but the only reason my classmates cheered for me was because I did the best I could. And to be honest, I don’t see that in her whenever she performs. The day Sir Y told us he entered us in the contest, she said she’ll be losing it on purpose. I doubt that. She’s just saying that because she knows she doesn’t have a chance of winning compared to our opponents. In my opinion, she lacks confidence. I mean, how is she even going to increase her chances of winning if she doesn’t try? I know this sounds so corny right now but I truly believe that winning or losing doesn’t matter as long as you did your best. And if you win because you did your best, then you will receive the greatest prize of all: the genuine feeling of achieving something you know you deserve.

Sept. 25
Today my cousin, Michael, celebrated his birthday. I went to their place to greet him. I didn’t have a present though but I brought our grandmother’s present for him. We ate and talked with my other siblings/cousins. It was a fun night. He hugged me. It was touching.

Other than that, we wrote essays during Language class and the teacher chose me as one of the student’s who would read their works. At first I didn’t want to because my piece was long but she said it was okay. So I read it and everyone was quiet, listening to what new things I had in store for them. After reading it, everyone cheered again. They’ve been cheering so much that I’ve been so willing to do more stuff at school. Life has been really wonderful.

Sept. 26
It was raining really hard all day. There was a storm. My siblings, aunt and I were watching Naruto Shippuuden online. After a while, I decided to take a nap. When I woke up, I found out that some streets including our’s lost electricity and that there were huge floods at some places. Floods at my aunt’s place reached her roof so she had to stay at her neighbor’s just to keep herself from drowning in the flood waters.
Sept. 27
The floods killed a lot of people. My aunt arrived at my cousins’ place and she’ll be staying there for a while. We’re so glad she’s okay. We love her very much. Anyways, my cousin (Xheng) and his girlfriend invited me to go to the mall to watch a movie. We did and then we went around the mall and in the department store, playing and just window shopping and looking around until we got tired and went home.

Okay so I guess that’s it. I hope you enjoy reading the post. Feel free to leave a comment.

7th of August

I’m just posting because I wanted to update this blog. To those who actually read/still read then thank you for your support. Even I don’t read my old posts so you must be extremely bored to be reading all the long posts I write.

Since I last posted, I don’t think I’ve had amazingly fun days to post about like I used to. None of my days are bad though. They’re just all equally good. I want a day that stands above the rest. It has been a week and I’m still as bored as I was days ago. I hope something wonderful happens soon or else I’m gonna fucking freak out. Some days are so boring that I get very grumpy and it really brings other people down. I’m sorry. Truly, I am.

Friday is when we have P.E. Our teacher made us run 1 kilometer but since he didn’t want us to go off too far, he just made us run in circles 10 times around the school campus. After the first batch finished, it was my batch’s turn. We ran for the first round and I ran the fastest. I was running as fast as I could and I came first on that round. I even beat all the dudes, especially the weird guy in class who runs like he’s in a fucking marathon. Lmfao.

I’m a really fast runner, actually. (Not to brag or anything. There are faster runners like athletes lol.) The problem is, I get really tired easily. My health (or my lungs) isn’t really something that would deserve 2 thumbs up. So for the other 8 rounds, I was just either jogging or walking. I almost blacked out. Seriously, every time I jogged to start another round, I get a headache and I feel like I’m running around with shoes of steel. My legs feel so heavy, my sight was getting blurry, sweat was shooting out of every part of my body and my heart was beating really fast. I feel like it was echoing in my brain. Just when I was about to finish with just one last round, it starts to rain. So the teacher made us stop and told us that we had to go back to our classroom. I had a really bad headache on the next few classes.

11th of August

I will always remember this day. I was at school, in the hallway, by the canteen. I was looking for my cousins. So many students around and I see this one dude who stands not too far from where I was and twenty bucks randomly flies off his pocket and drops on the ground. He leaves and I just stare at the twenty, wondering if I should return it or let someone else notice it. I hesitate but not for long. I pick it up and no one even noticed it was there. Everyone was just going about their own lives. The dude was just by the canteen extension and I walk fast towards him. I tap his arm (he was tall) and say “Hey dude, did you lose any money?” and he totally fucking ignores me. Oh well. In the middle of that, my cousins pops up and pulls me away before I shout at the dude. Then I said, “Hey I found a twenty on the ground.” Lulz.

We go to the canteen extension and hang there for a while. I notice Lars’ bag. We walk out of the canteen extension, into the hallway, towards the main ground to go to our respective lines. We walked past Lars and when I turned back to look at him, I notice that he was looking at me too.

13th of August

The night before, Stardude (my online buddeh) and I were talking about dreams. During the conversation, I started telling him about my dreams and he shared his dreams as well. He said that sometimes he would dream about superheroes and I felt amazed since I don’t remember having dreams about super heroes before. After that, I had to leave to do a project (sewing shorts, which my mom did for me) and quickly fell asleep when I stayed up (to show some support or whatever). That morning, I dreamed of a team of superheroes (which I have totally forgotten shortly after waking up) and about me narrating a story about a superhero named Kaptain Krunchie that was flying through dimensions to hide something (totally forgot most of the details). He was flying through so many dimensions in space and through portals like the one in Treasure Planet. It was awesome. He was flying so fast. I feel like I was in NFS, watching myself drive the car from afar (not in it) while I was watching Kaptain Krunchie zoom into infinity and beyond. (lol c wut i did thar).

Before I went to school, I just played tetris, chatted and stared at this hot pic of a hot guy with a hot body and a cap like Gavin DeGraw’s. I suspect it’s Gavin’s little scandal but it was a shot from a bathroom and I think he’s on tour. Since it was so hot, I started listening to Gavin DeGraw again.

*Skip to Music, Arts, P.E. & Health class*
We had a graded recitation. It was a competition sort of recitation though. The teacher would choose 2 students alphabetically. When I got called, I was so nervous that I was kind of shaking and my palms were sweaty. The teacher starts telling some of my classmates to stop making noise which only made me feel a hell lot of suspense. When he finally reads the question, I got so jumpy that even though he just started reading it, I already wrote the answer and gave it to him. He finishes reading the question and my classmate gives her answer. I won.

Before the class finishes, our teacher changes our seating arrangement but only for his class. So we have to move to our respective seats as soon as he comes in. In the new seating arrangement, I sit next to my classmate, C, will be sitting next to me. Near my seat at the next row is where the ugly fat guy in class will be sitting (ugh) but behind him is where the hot guy in class will be sitting. ;D

*Skip to Science Class*
The seating arrangement was changed again thanks to my classmate (who I’m pretty close with) that acts gay but isn’t. He was talking too much with his seatmate and my teacher got mad so she demanded both of them to move to other seats. They sat in front of me so both seats were vacant. She makes me and my seatmate, Hannah, move there. Behind us is where she made the hot guy in class move. Other students were moved too.

14th of August

This day was great. I was being a goof in class and everyone was having a good time. It was raining during dismissal. I was opening my cousins’ umbrella when I notice Lars pass by. I walk behind him and watch him go when I stopped to wait for my cousin. When we walked off with me hoping to see him again, I noticed he was just near us when we walked past by him. We kept walking because I didn’t want to stop and pull an obvious “I’m just waiting for you” move. It rained even harder. Half of me was soaking wet and half of my cousin was soaking wet too. Apparently, her umbrella wasn’t big enough to fully shield us from the rain. We reach their place and a few minutes after, the rain stops. We go to my place so I could change. I wore my favorite shirt, black shorts and gauntlets.

We go over to their place again. When we got there, we checked if our other cousin was there and he wasn’t. We looked for him at the basketball court in the next street. He was there crying and his girlfriend comforting her. We asked why he was crying and he said he saw a ghost. Most of my family members have their third eye open but if you don’t believe in paranormal stuff, he would probably seem like a baby to you. Anyway, she told us that their were being sweet and all then he suddenly sees a lady wearing white on the roof top of a house which no one lived in. It was scary. I was looking around the house from the court when I notice a shadow of a person pass by at the wall. No floor. It was above the window. I wait to see if it was a shadow of the people passing by but it wasn’t. The little hairs around my body stood up and I felt scared. We left and went to get ice cream. xD

We got ice cream and went home then his girlfriend had to leave because it was late. We went to the chapel next to their place and sat at one of the steps. Later on, I see another cousin coming home from school (He’s in college, taking Architecture). I wanted to get some ice cream again so I asked if he wanted to come with us to buy some. He agrees and we all go inside. My cousin leaves to eat and my other 2 cousins and I went to their place and hung out for a while. After changing, we go to where we buy ice cream and find out it’s closed because it was almost or past midnight (not sure). We went to 7Eleven and just bought ice cream there. We walked home while eating the delicious ice cream and hung outside the chapel and at an internet cafe for a long while. My cousin had to leave and another cousin walks by. It was late and we were just watching funny videos on youtube and playing games. We finally went back to their place when it was almost 2am. We talked and hung out there until it was 3am. After that, we went to bed.

15th of August

Woke up thrice. Once in the morning, twice in the afternoon. Just took naps after that. We hung out at their place, talked and all that. I read a new book my other cousin bought the other day. My cousin and I went to buy ice cream again then I went home. Just a boring Saturday night. It’s 2am. I’m going to bed.

Also, I found this hilarious thing on Yahoo Answers while Googling disorders. I really need to go to bed earlier. Ciao.