Monthly Blab (February 2010)

Hello February! It’s going to be Valentine’s day soon! :D

I like this song a lot. Post your favorite love song! :) Are you guys asking anyone to be your Valentine on V day? I know it’s kinda pointless and stupid but whatever. :P

This is a dream I had today. It corresponds with what happened to me recently.

She was a slave to my grandmother, who sheltered us all. A victim of premarital sex, and soon to be a mother of two. I dreamed a dream about her child. I took my own form, of when I was four years old. I was in my grandmother’s home, laying with my back against the wooden floor and my head slightly tilted to the side. And from there I could see on the chair, an infant made of stone. It stood from its place and its head slowly turned and it faced me. For a moment, I was staring into its hollow eyes. They were dark, like a sky without stars. Like a world without hope. Then I realized that I was looking into the soul of a demon child.

This woman had done me a great wrong. In my thoughts I would confront her and tell her firmly that I wanted back what was mine. She would lie without guilt. She had no conscience. I pushed her and unleashed wrath with the swift blows of my fists. I gave her torment without mercy. A hell on Earth. I wanted vengeance. Oh, how sweet justice would be if she could suffer now, before my very eyes. It would most definitely be the greatest vendetta.